Why Your Partner Clams Up or Runs Away From Conflict (or why you do!)
I want you to imagine that you’re at a cocktail party, and you’re talking with someone you have just met. As people naturally do, you stand a comfortable distance away and start chatting about work, politics, the weather, whatever. But as the chat progresses, you notice that your conversation partner has inched towards you until they are standing uncomfortably close. What do you do?
Most people, without even thinking about it, would back away. But if your new friend’s cultural norms or comfort zone differ from yours, they would probably take another step forward… to which you would likely respond by taking another step back. You can probably imagine the absurdity of this, as it could easily result in the other person appearing to chase you around the room in an awkward, unspoken dance.
This is called the “pursuer-distancer dynamic” and it’s a great metaphor for what happens in a lot of relationships: one person says, “please, I need you to be closer to me” and the other person responds by saying “well actually, that’s too close and it makes me pretty uncomfortable” and then backs away. The result of this is that the first person (the pursuer) feels abandoned and the second (the distancer) feels smothered. As I’m sure you can imagine, this is an extremely unhealthy dynamic for a relationship.
When asked, most people who are unhappily coupled will say that they are having “communication problems”. And what most of those people mean, and are explaining in the best way they know how, is that they are stuck in a pursuer-distancer dynamic.
Let’s look more closely at this.
Emotional Bids
In The Relationship Cure, John Gottman outlines a finding from his research about how people in relationships seek connection. Gottman says that we all make emotional bids – or asks – every single day. These bids can be as forthright as “come sit and talk to me” or “hey, do you want to have sex?” Or they can be as subtle as “hey, look at this video of a cute dog!” or even just laughter while you’re reading an article online. Regardless of the content of the bid, there are three ways for your partner to respond:
- Turning towards: This is a positive response, such as “yeah, that is a cute dog video!”
- Turning against: This is a negative response, such as “That’s dumb. You’re always looking at stupid animal videos – what a waste of time!”
- Turning away: This is a complete lack of responsiveness or acknowledgement. It can come in the form of not responding at all, or a non sequitur such as “d’you suppose it’ll rain tomorrow?”
Obviously, when you make a bid, “turning towards” is the response that makes you feel the best, and “turning against” makes you feel bad. But what John and Julie Gottman’s research shows is that actually, turning away is much, much worse. It’s experienced as more painful in the moment, and it is more highly correlated with divorce.
I think this is surprising! If you asked me if I’d rather someone be outright cruel to me or completely ignore me, the pragmatic part of my brain says that I’d rather someone ignore me. But studies show, again and again, that if that person is someone you’re intimately involved with, it is far more hurtful to be ignored.
So let’s think of this in terms of our pursuer-distancer dynamic. Knowing what we now know about bids, think about the experience of the pursuer. In this new language, we can now say that a pursuer is making emotional bid after emotional bid, and the distancer is repeatedly turning away. And as we just discussed, because turning away is the most painful response, this couple is at high risk for separation.
In order to intervene and fix this, it’s important to understand why each person does what they do. Let’s take a look at that.
Empathy for the pursuer-distancer dynamic
Another master of relationships is a researcher and therapist named Sue Johnson. In her book Hold Me Tight, she writes about the steps to healing relationships such as these through the practice of Emotionally Focused Therapy. She provides a profile of what both pursuers and distancers are feeling as follows:
Pursuers – The driving force behind a pursuer is fear or anxiety. The person feels a great amount of discomfort with the discord and is panicked at the idea that their partner is pulling away from them and may never return.
Distancers – The driving force behind a distancer is a sense of “I can’t do anything right.” No matter what a distancer tries, they believe that they will be admonished and berated, so why try anything at all? Instead, the distancer runs away, opting to extricate themself from the situation.
Both of these communication styles can be learned in a variety of ways. Each can be a reaction to the family the individual grew up in, experiences in previous relationships, or can develop over time as a pattern in a present relationship. Here is a fairly common example of that:
Morgan and Alex are in a relationship. Morgan has a slightly higher tendency to address conflict head on, but Alex is willing to try. Morgan senses that Alex isn’t very comfortable talking about things, so approaches them with a little bit more fervor than Alex is comfortable with. Alex starts to feel put on the spot, and pulls away a little bit when conflict starts to bubble up. Alex wonders why Morgan can’t just accept the way things are. Morgan confronts Alex about starting to pull away, and Alex tries to explain. Morgan encourages Alex to share but feels that Alex is being evasive and says so.
Several months go by, and now any time Alex feels that Morgan is upset, the former goes into the bedroom and shuts the door. Morgan, confused and scared of losing Alex, follows the latter into the bedroom. Morgan reacts to these feelings of fear and starts yelling. Alex thinks, “yes, I was right. No matter what I do, I can’t win here.” Alex decides to spend the night at a friend’s home. Morgan thinks, “yes, I was right. I’m losing Alex. I’d better call to try to fix this.” Alex feels overwhelmed and turns off the phone.
And so on, so forth. Neither person has bad intentions, but because of the lessons each learned in the relationship, they responded in kind by following their instincts.
So where do we go from here?
The solution begins with the recognition of this dynamic. Once each person understands what is going on, they can step outside their comfort zone.
The pursuer needs to sit with the discomfort of feeling abandoned and let the distancer have some space. Instead of saying, “You’re such a jerk, you can’t even talk to me and try to fix this!” Morgan can say, “I feel really scared that I might be losing you. If you need some time to process what just happened, I will try to respect that, but please come talk to me when you’re ready.”
The distancer needs to fight against the impulse to run away and instead lean in. Instead of becoming silent or saying “I can’t talk to you about this right now,” Alex can say “I can see that you’re upset, but I’m worried that anything I say might be wrong. What do you need from me? How can I help us get through this?”
As with any patterns, old habits die hard. Reading books by John and Julie Gottman and Sue Johnson can help, but it may be necessary to bring in the aid of a professional. Even if your partner is unwilling to come in for couples therapy sessions, a therapist familiar with these issues can help you to see and communicate about the dynamics that are making both parties feel lousy. This dynamic, when looked in the face, can be fixed – there is hope!